Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I BELIEVE... in magic - the good kind, of course!

"Make me a child ... so I can believe once again!" I cried.

God has a great way of answering prayers. Just last week, I was pondering what it was like to be a child again. Having the child-like faith to believe in the things that are larger than life, things that seem impossible to achieve with one's natural efforts. Having the courage to believe that there was more to life than this ...

While juggling homework, thinking about work and life over the Chinese New Year holidays, I must confess it wasn't all hard work ... really. I had many moments of vegging in front of the telly.

Tonight, I found myself mesmerized with Star Movies' after-dinner program "Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium". It was exactly what I needed to see and hear ... and have the courage to believe once again.

The story is about Mr Magorium (Dustin Hoffman), a 243-year old eccentric toy inventor who built a magical toy store called "Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium," where magic makes everything come alive. Wonders never cease at his store and children spend all day playing and letting their imaginations run wild.

And when Mr Magorium decides that it was time to leave the world for good, he entrusts the store to his manager Molly Mahoney (Natalie Portman). He employs an accountant Henry Weston (Jason Bateman) whom he calls "Mutant" to valuate the store and get the necessary paper work for the transfer of ownership.

Henry, the stuffy accountant, does not believe in magic. But of course!

Meanwhile, Molly is devastated with the news because she doesn't believe she can run the store. After all she was just a girl who aspired to be a pianist but ended up working in a toy store all these years.

The "magical" store, too, is upset that Mr. Magorium is leaving and throws a fit. The store deteriorates in appearance and the toys loose their sparkle.

Before departing, Mr Magorium encourages Molly, "Life is an occasion. Rise to it!"

Mr Magorium dies (as all good things eventually comes to an end), the magic leaves with him. Upon seeing the dull interiors of the store, Molly looses all hope and seeks to sell the store.

Nine-year-old Eric, a store helper and one who has befriended Henry the Mutant encourages Molly to keep the store and run it. "It's not so bad. It just needs a bit more magic!" he says.

The Mutant who has since experienced a bit of magic after seeing the "Congreve block" (a wooden cube) move and whizzed around the store finally believes. He, too, encourages Molly to keep the store. He believes she can run the store.

"You can make it to be anything you want it to be," Henry tells Molly.

Don't you see, you are like that block of wood (the Congreve block). "What you need to believe in is not ... the store, or me. What you need to believe in is you."
Suddenly, Molly sparkles. She believes and the sparkle that reflects the greater things in life comes forth. Magic fills the store once again and everything comes alive, and the next chapter begins.

As a reviewer aptly puts, "... the truth is, there's nothing wrong with following our hearts as long as we lend our brains and our souls to the proposition, too. God created in each one of us talent, passion and drive to do ... something.

"Throughout most of this story, Mahoney closes her ears to that calling. And the music doesn't soar until she opens them. She's not escaping responsibility or relationships. She's finally embracing them.

"I believe God made me for a purpose, but he also made me fast," Eric Liddell says in Chariots of Fire. "And when I run I feel His pleasure."

"We are God's creatures, and each of us carry a sparkle - something greater than ourselves trying to get out. And believing in yourself enough (being courageous enough) to make that happen, well, that's a great thing indeed."

And what of the next chapter that is about to unfold?

I will take Mr Magorium's advice.

I will turn the page. "Continue reading. And let the next story begin."

I will be like a child and believe ... that there is truly more to life than this!

Go catch the movie on Astro's Star Movies. Be like a child again. And believe!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Make me a child ...

After several long days in Bangkok with work life mirroring the hustle and bustle of traffic on Rama IV, I was all ready to go home.

Before packing up, I did the usual glance through of Facebook.

A friend commented that there was no grey hair in sight when viewing my profile pictures. Yes, I thought, just like the typical Asian, I must be blessed with a youthful look ... and that got me thinking while I was in the cab on the way to the airport.

I have been doing so much reading on different topics from newspapers articles, textbooks, the Bible to the book titled "Blink" ... I don't think I have ever read up on so many different topics all within a short span of time.

The end result: Everythings seems a blurr and nothing of great value has yet to pop up ... and all that grey on pages and pages of material is truly giving me a headache!

Oh, that I would be like a child once again, taking time to smell the roses, enjoy the ocean's fresh air and soaking in the healthy morning sun ... and perhaps, all that information and knowledge will slowly settle and form a clearer vision.

I was reminded of this song that we used to sing over and over again as we sought with passionate hearts to worship our God and Creator amidst humble surroundings.

Today, I sing it again with heartfelt thanks that somewhere out there, somehow, my Father in Heaven is just waiting around the corner to surprise me with good gifts and great adventures ... that keep me excited with live and living.

Intimacy Song by Jonathan Daniels

Make me a child in my faith
Make me a child in my love for you
Hold me now, in your arms
As I open my world to you
The secret place of my heart
This is my song of love ...

I need you more than the ocean needs the shore Father
I love you more than the sunshine you bring
I love to tell you just how wonderful you are, Jesus
I see your beauty everywhere I look ...

There is no song to sing it
There is no dance to dance it
The way that I feel
This is my song of love ...


And I am certain there's more lyrics to this but I was not able to find the song on the internet and so, if any of you have this, do send it my way so others can benefit from this beautiful song to a deserving God and Creator of the Universe.

... a key to finding that pearl of great price must be in having a child-like faith to pursue God and the things that occupies His heart.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Dancing with God

When things seem to move in slow motion, God is at work. He quickens the hearts of friends to share words of encouragement. This note in particular was meaningful to me ...

Author Unknown

When I meditated on the word "Guidance,"
I kept seeing the "dance" at the end of the word.
I remember reading that doing God's will is a lot like dancing.

When two people try to lead, nothing feels right.
The movement doesn't flow with the music,
And everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky.

When one person realizes that,
And lets the other lead,
Both bodies begin to flow with the music.

One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back
Or by pressing Lightly in one direction or another.
It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully.

The dance takes surrender, willingness,
And attentiveness from one person
And gentle guidance and skill from the other.

My eyes drew back to the word "Guidance."
When I saw "G": I thought of God, followed by "u" and "I".
"God, "u" and "I" dance."

God, you, and I dance.

As I lowered my head, I became willing to trust
That I would get guidance about my life.
Once again, I became willing to let God lead.

My prayer for you today is that God's blessings
And mercies are upon you on this day and everyday.
May you abide in God, as God abides in you.

Dance together with God, trusting God to lead
And guide you through each season of your life.
And I Hope You Dance !

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Glimpses of 2009

2008 has come and gone so quickly, and I finished the year feeling more tired than ever.

While I would have liked to have just slept right through the Christmas and New Year's break, I ended up meeting new friends and catching up with old ones. They were all fine and good.

I enjoyed watching lots of telly, something I don't get to do much when work and study schedules intensify.

As I move into the new year, I find my plate already full of to-dos. Several projects that have already marked my 2009 calendar will get done in due time. However, I would like 2009 to be different.

I would really like to inculcate the godly balance of work and rest - a necessary skill for survival.

I would like to ...



Regularly STOP from the flurry of activities

& SMELL the ROSES!
Go CLIMBING in and out doors
Be an ECO DIVER and
Scuba dive again


And more than anything, I would like to be found in the Potter's hand, journeying into His heart and seeing his goodness and faithfulness in my life.




The Potter's Hand

Beautiful Lord, Wonderful savior
I know for sure all of my days are held in your hands
Crafted into your perfect plans

You gently called me into your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord to live all of my life
Through your eyes

I'm captured by your holy calling
Set me apart I know you're drawing me to yourself
lead me, Lord I pray

Oh Take me, mold me, use me, fill me
I give my life to the potter's hand

Oh Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me
I give my life to the potter's hand



Through His eyes, it looks like the "world is my oyster" where the opportunities are vast, but also, it is the oyster, where I will venture in with sword in hand to battle for that pearl of great price!

This shall be my direction for 2009.

P.S. Many thanks to my friends who have continued to visit me in this space, to the anonymouses who say what needs to be said, and most important of all, may we all experience the grace of God in our lives in 2009 and live to tell of his goodness and mercy all the days of our lives.